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New Attitude

Well, it’s been a good year so far into the 6th month of my new journey. In 24 days I will be 31. It seems funny that just a year ago I became homeless, jobless, money less, and lost many family and friends because of my decisions. I have gained a lot in the process. One of the most important things that I have gained is my life back. God has been so good to. He has blessed me in school and blessed my finances.  Although all of my prayers haven’t been answered yet and I am staying at a hotel, I truly believe that my blessings is on the way and the best is yet to come. God always keeps His promises to me no matter what and no matter how long. I am currently having From Loner to Leader editing for republishing. In addition, I am in the process of writing three more books entitled: Waiting on My Isaac, In My Appointed Time, and The Absent Father. I believe God has given me a word for His people who I will minister through writing. I pray to reach a huge audience that God can bless and use for His kingdom. I have some new dreams and have let some old dreams die. I am now determined more than ever to live my life to the fullest and win souls for the kingdom of God. I love God with everything in me and I am safe in His arms. Being married to God is one of the greatest decisions I made in my life even with all the bad that has taken place. I know in my heart that if God had not seen me through my tragedy I would not have made it out alive. I encourage everyone to find God and begin to build a relationship with Him. He is the answer to everything even when you think He isn’t there or doesn’t hear you. He loves you and He is the only one who can change you, make your situation better, and give you direction for your future. Hold on to your dreams, never give up, and keep living your life. Peace & Blessings #FromLonerToLeader

AT THE CROSSROAD

Here I am 30 going on 31 and I have been faced with what I think is the biggest decision of my life.  My whole life I’ve wanted so much. I dreamt about all the things I was going to do while growing up.  Then something happened in my childhood that changed my life.  It almost killed me.  I survived however the side effects still remain.  I know God is with me but I feel He is leaving me to make this decision alone.  I feel like He has given me two choices.  I want both but I feel like somehow He has already told me I can only choose one path.  I am scared to death that I will choose the wrong path and be miserable.  I don’t know my future or what’s best for me.  I just know what I want.  If you have ever had this feeling or been at the crossroad then you know exactly what I’m feeling.  No matter which path you choose, there are pros and cons and you have to give up something.  The key to choosing the right path is knowing what you have the strength to live without.  I am praying that God grants me the strength I need to make the right choice and that I am able to live with my choice and be the happiest woman on earth. Peace & Blessings #fromlonertoleader